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I can't catch up with them.They always kept walking leisurely in front of me,while I'm running trying to chase them.But as I tried as how much I can, but I'll kept feeling tired and s top for awhile.But my friends still kept  gracelessly walking with their smiling face on . I tried to be like them .I tried to be a normal person.But,people keep telling me that I'm not a normal person.Am I that too weird.... I'm not good in education, I'm not good in sports, I'm not good at working, I'm not good in talents, I'm not good in social, But most of all, why I just can't fit in with the others? Why I have to be the weird one? I don't do any criminals and cause troubles to innocent people, I don't bash people just because I wanted to, I don't bully people because I felt like I want to, I also never use any bad words such as f@$%,$#!*, or others, But why I have to be the leftover? I'm tired of chasing to be a normal...

Nowadays there are so many things that I can hardly do for now... Doing nothing might be a something but doing nothing is not the something I want to do ... Eating , sleeping , sitting , laying everyday is not the something I should be proud of.. But why there is a limit to do other things? I just don't have enough time to do something, I just don't have enough friends to do something, I just don't have enough money to do some thing, I just don't have enough confidence to to something, I just don't know which one to do first. But on the second  thought ... This is all are bunch of excuses! Don't be such a foolish,Girl! You do have time! You just not using it properly. You do have enough friends! Just use the friends that you still had. You do have money! You just don't know how to save it. Stop thinking about confidence!Just do it already! Learn about it and stop thinking too much! DO IT NOW!